...Competing for my fiance's love and attention constantly. I get so jealous when he talks to other people, even his family...when he does things for them, etc. I even feel like I have to compete with the dog when he gives it attention. When he has to drive his mom to the store or bank I get jealous. Why am I like this? Why does him doing something for/with other people make me feel so unloved and unimportant? I'm even like this with inanimate objects. My ex used to play video games so now I despise video games because they took attention away from me. Or he used to have an iphone and always play with it constantly, and now I fucking hate iphones.