I have BPD. Bi-Polar 2. Severe Anxiety. But the BPD has cost me everything. Thanks Dad. Thanks Mom. All the times you left me alone and forgot to find me. Now I can't find me either. It has cost me 2 marriages at age 26 only. Several friendships. Several Jobs. I've started over from nothing 3 times. I've lost it all emotionally several times. Only to find myself...and not liking who I am when I get there I try to end it. Welcome to my lost lonely little me world.