the other night my brother tried to kill himself and it has broken my heart. my sister has also tried a few years ago and I've been suicidal for years but THIS has hurt me more than anything. I can't stand the pain of knowing that my baby brother had been feeling so bad and I didnt know. I was in the next room and I didn't even notice. I'm afraid to fall alseep at night and I can't get the image out of my head. I need someone to talk to. I blame my mom for this and my anger towards her is just growing stronger and stronger. I really don't know how to handle this.... my depression and anxiety was under control and now I feel like its too much. I can't stand this feeling knowing my brother is so sad. I get so angry. I want him to be happy.