He was 23 when he took his own life... it was brutal, we never had a funeral. the anticipation of anniversary dates is the worst part. i am so sick of people who don't get it. so wrapped up in themselves and their own pain. you don't see what you could do to others if you were to kill yourself. you throw your pain into your family's emotional closets. forever. 3 years ago, February 10th, he did it. he went to the train tracks and layed his head against the railing. and they couldn't stop in time. it was brutal, we never had a funeral.