today i found out my brother died yesterday. the coroner said that he died of a massive heart attack, he was found after police broke down the door at the bottom of the stairs in a pool of blood. my parents are devastated, as am i. but i have to be strong for them, this is the 2nd brother i have lost in as many years, my family must be cursed. if i am away for a while then this is why but i will be back. so much for merry xmas.