My counsellor just told me today that she is leaving for 12 months, she is going to try other work, something that doesn't require too much thinking. I am really going to miss her. I told her that it was a good idea to try something different. Didn't want to show her how I was really feeling. She told me I have 3 options. 1. See another counsellor from work. 2. See an outside counsellor. 3. See nobody. She thinks I still need to see someone. I am counting out option 2, as I prefer a work counsellor because they know how my work place works and the people I work with. Now I am not sure if I should just make a break and see nobody, as I cannot be seeing someone for the rest of my life, I have to be independant and stand on my own two feet. Also I have to nearly start again with another counsellor. This counsellor I see at the moment has been very good, she is a similar age to me, great sense of humour, she tells me a lot about herself as well. I saw her the day after my daughter died, she was there for me when I was being hounded by the media, when my story was on the news, when horrible video clips were being made, when I was cyber bullied (some sick person posted 10 of thousands of nasty messages on my daughters website), she was there for me to tell her about attempts. Seems so much has gone on. She is not perfect and has her faults. I am trying too be brave and not cry. I am going to give her a thank you card.