Took my dad to see the doctor today about a knot that is on his neck. it had been getting bigger and bigger and he had me take him to the ER the other night, well they did a full CT scan ( where they put that dye in your blood system ) and it showed on the CT that he had a much bigger knot on the inside then it shows on the outside so they sent him to this surgery specialist which is where we went today. The doctor after coming in and feeling of his neck and looking at the CT scan said that dad indeed has cancer and once again he was referred this time to a cancer specialist in the county i live in. a DR Vossel, or vesser or something like that. So now we have to wait until they get the fax and call us to come in to see what if anything can be done. The Dr also had my file and from my understanding they are going to try to get me back on my tenn-care so i can get back on my chemo to combat my cancer also. i told them i was not worried about me, just take care of dad and not let him be in pain like i am in. Dad has insurance so they can get his needed medical care started ASAP. That dang doctor said he did not care about money and that he would get the ball rolling for my benefit because he said i was still a young chicken at age 36 and did not need to die. :tongue: but anyhow i told him just take care of dad and he said well we will take care of both of you. money or lack of it would not be an option for me. He said hes cares for his patients, not the money.. so i guess if i can get my tenncare back and get back on chemo i might just take it and fight it. seems a heck of a lot of people want me to fight it and not give up but anyhow. i want dad to fight it so hopfully he will and hopfully he can get this removed and i hope he dont go through the pain i am enduring. the pain sucks big time as well as the other things. but anyhow, im more worried about him then me. i would gladly give my life for him or one of my friends any day.