He think that he can solve all my bi polar issues and depression issues and anxiety issues, and all i need is to get merried... For the past few weaks im meeting a girl, i dont love her or anything we are just sort of freands, talking about stuff and so on.. Now recently this freand on mine told me she are planning to fly to Israel to visit her sister, when i told about it to my dad he told me: "Omg you are so stupid, dont you undarstand that this is how she tells you that she want you to fly with her"... Now after i ignored it with somewhat confusion he told me to send her SMS and ask her to merry me... since then he comes every day to my room and tells me how worthless i am and that i must do as he says, i must get merried and to have kids... I told him im not ready for fammily, nor for kids, or relations in fact and that i first have to treat myself... he ignored me. He lost his mind... now usally i dont care what happance to him he is an asshole i hate him and when he will die he will die alone but the problem is tha because i cant take care of my self im totaly depandant on him, and it looks like he is loosing it and he pulls me down with him! Now my mom is a completly wothless and mindless creature probbly because of my dad, who kept lowering her self esteam for years. I dont have any money at all, so i cant move out of the house and away from this hell... I have no one to ask for help I am totaly alone and im falling fast One day i feel like i will snap and i will just end it all, that is after ill write a letter full of hatrate!