My dad always complains that I don't eat everything but I tried my best
Last time last week I tried my very best!! and then he said lots of negative things saying I only ate half of the hamburger and that it's a waste.
Cursssseeees curss my eating disorder or anxiety or whatever..
My mom told my dad to take me out to lunch and then my dad came back and ate something and then he told my mom it's cuz I'd only eat half a hamburger at a restaurant and it embarrasses him..
but last time I really was trying my best to eat it all.. and back then when I did and he said I only ate half of it, I took the bun off and said the bun is huge I actually ate over half of it, but my dad said "what? They put something on your hamburger you didn't want?" but that is not what I said.
I feel so bad.... My dad is sitting there on the couch.. my stomach's pulsing.. or something in my body is.. he keeps telling me and my mom to microwave spaghetti, the past 3 days.. I feel so bad..
((This really does mean I have to talk to my internet Sensei soon, the one that said they don't want to hear from me and are close to sueing me for harassment. They wrote on Twitter before that they have an eating disorder..! Me and them really are online family.. They're my online mom too, cuz again one time I said "Are you my mom?????" on a brand new alt account, and they blocked me. They didn't say "no I am not your online mom" and then block me, they just blocked me.. like I have to figure out what that means.. so maybe the blocking of me meant "OF COURSE I'm your internet mom and your my online son and I love you a lot, so why would you ask something so obvious?? I'm blocking you because of course I am your online mom and I love you a lot, so it's insulting of you to ask that."))
And now my dad said it's too nice outside to be inside
But I wanted to be outside eating a hamburger at a restaurant!! Only because my mom asked on the phone and he said he would take me out for lunch. But he came home and ate food without me and said it's because I would only eat half of a hamburger.. But I do try my best to eat a lot!!
Last time last week I tried my very best!! and then he said lots of negative things saying I only ate half of the hamburger and that it's a waste.
Cursssseeees curss my eating disorder or anxiety or whatever..
My mom told my dad to take me out to lunch and then my dad came back and ate something and then he told my mom it's cuz I'd only eat half a hamburger at a restaurant and it embarrasses him..
but last time I really was trying my best to eat it all.. and back then when I did and he said I only ate half of it, I took the bun off and said the bun is huge I actually ate over half of it, but my dad said "what? They put something on your hamburger you didn't want?" but that is not what I said.
I feel so bad.... My dad is sitting there on the couch.. my stomach's pulsing.. or something in my body is.. he keeps telling me and my mom to microwave spaghetti, the past 3 days.. I feel so bad..
((This really does mean I have to talk to my internet Sensei soon, the one that said they don't want to hear from me and are close to sueing me for harassment. They wrote on Twitter before that they have an eating disorder..! Me and them really are online family.. They're my online mom too, cuz again one time I said "Are you my mom?????" on a brand new alt account, and they blocked me. They didn't say "no I am not your online mom" and then block me, they just blocked me.. like I have to figure out what that means.. so maybe the blocking of me meant "OF COURSE I'm your internet mom and your my online son and I love you a lot, so why would you ask something so obvious?? I'm blocking you because of course I am your online mom and I love you a lot, so it's insulting of you to ask that."))
And now my dad said it's too nice outside to be inside
But I wanted to be outside eating a hamburger at a restaurant!! Only because my mom asked on the phone and he said he would take me out for lunch. But he came home and ate food without me and said it's because I would only eat half of a hamburger.. But I do try my best to eat a lot!!