My date

[DepressionII]

I don't know exactly yet.

I just realised tonight, I have an explosive and violent temper. I'm probably going to make an abusive boyfriend, and violent person in general.

I'm going to wait till my birthday, Nov 25. That's my 18th; I will be able to go for my probationary license (I'm Australian - here, probationary means we are allowed to drive by ourselves). Once I have that, I will drive up to the country with some drugs, some liquor and a gun, plus my favourite CD....full of funny mind-altering stuff, and with beautiful music playing on my iRiver, this world I will depart. I will never meet my overseas girlfriend; I will not get to experience post-school life with my friends; both parties will be better off without me.

Thank you for taking the time out to read.

 

[~CazzaAngel~]

Hun, please don't make a permanent dession for a TEMPARARY problem. You can go to therapy and anger management classes. It can help, and you can learn what the root of your anger is and let it go or work thru it then learn healthy coping ways of anger.


Please reconsider, you can get help, you can have a good life if you just put forth effort, and I know it's hard to see what wonderful things this world has to offer when you are blinded by the darkness of depression and ect. But it can get better, please give it a chance, I am doing better then I was, and I am still working on my help/recovery and you can too, I wish you would give your life and future a chance, you have no idea what the future holds for you, and especially if you get help.



If you ever need to talk you can PM me. I am here if you EVER need me.



Take Care :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug: :hug:




~With sincere concern,
Carolyn~:rose:

 

[angel76]

You are still so young and have a full future ahead of yourself.
There are many ways to overcome anger. You can take anger management classes or just talk to everyone on this board.

 

[DepressionII]

Even though my thread is already dead it seems....

Thank you both for your concern, but it is not necessary. Unlike most people on this board, I am not scared of what is going to happen... I am very, very excited and eager about crossing over.