I don't know exactly yet. I just realised tonight, I have an explosive and violent temper. I'm probably going to make an abusive boyfriend, and violent person in general. I'm going to wait till my birthday, Nov 25. That's my 18th; I will be able to go for my probationary license (I'm Australian - here, probationary means we are allowed to drive by ourselves). Once I have that, I will drive up to the country with some drugs, some liquor and a gun, plus my favourite CD....full of funny mind-altering stuff, and with beautiful music playing on my iRiver, this world I will depart. I will never meet my overseas girlfriend; I will not get to experience post-school life with my friends; both parties will be better off without me. Thank you for taking the time out to read.