Today was exactly like any other. I woke up, I went to work. I finished work. I went to the shopping mall for no reason at all apart from not wanting to go home. When I was tired, I drove down to the sea front and sat in my car and stared at the seaside. When boredom overtook me, I dragged myself home. I put the TV on and I'm waiting to go to bed. Day over. There was no mail for me. No one called me. No one said anything to me. Tomorrow will be another day and today will pass as if nothing has happened. This how my birthdays have been all my adult life. Is there any reason why I should continue my life existing like this?