my depression is not treatable

[DrowningInTears]

it is caused be the soul crushing degradation and humiliation and peonage i am forced to suffer. i have no oopportunity no hope no 'treatment' is going to help unless i can OD on it lawl

 

[Dave_N]

it is caused be the soul crushing degradation and humiliation and peonage i am forced to suffer. i have no oopportunity no hope no 'treatment' is going to help unless i can OD on it lawl

Not with that attitude it sure isn't. You have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and start doing things to improve your life.

 

[DrowningInTears]

Not with that attitude it sure isn't. You have to stop feeling sorry for yourself and start doing things to improve your life.

i hate getting responses like this, no matter waht i try, i always end up in the same despair

 

[fromthatshow]

well what kind of responses are you looking for hun
how can we help you? :hug:

 

[Panther]

There's nothing that CAN'T be solved, although if you think it can't be solved, then it's gonna make things a lot more difficult. It depends what the cause of the depression is - and I don't personally believe that people are depressed for no good reason.
If you give us a clearer picture of what is going on, then it might be easier to help.

 

[DrowningInTears]

i cant get a real job or make any kind of success. i need the pain to stop now not in years or months. every day for me is a horrific tragedy of despair, i look at myself and hate the loser that i am. I cannot bear this. death would be more dignified than this peonage

 

[Petal]

If you need to talk hun, please PM me :hug:

 

[fromthatshow]

what can we do to help you?

 

[dixie27]

I want to ask sincerely: What do people mean when they say we are feeling sorry for ourselves? Isn't that part of the definition of "suicidal"? Seriously, I may not say it out loud constantly, but inside I certainly feel there's no hope and no one really knows what I'm dealing with. I hate the fact that I'm sick forever with no cure, and I truly believe there is no way out of this depression I've been in for six years. Or just ONE way out...aren't I feeling sorry for myself? And if I don't feel sorry for myself, who will? I don't want anyone else's pity, but I'm only human.