I invested a good three years of my life to get on a course that I only dreamed of actually gaining admission too.
Now two years into my course I cant handle the life I have over here, my first year in the halls of residence was so depressing I honestly cant bare to reflect on how I acted.
I decided to leave my course thinking it would make me happier, and thats what counts right?
But my parents are so dissapointed in me, I can only see life getting worse.
On top of that I have literally no friends.....
This is all self inflicted, I was granted a big opportunity, which I worked so hard for but now I have thrown it all away after working so hard....
Im not sure why im posting on here I doubt it will be therapeutic for myself.
I hope everyone on here finds happiness.
Now two years into my course I cant handle the life I have over here, my first year in the halls of residence was so depressing I honestly cant bare to reflect on how I acted.
I decided to leave my course thinking it would make me happier, and thats what counts right?
But my parents are so dissapointed in me, I can only see life getting worse.
On top of that I have literally no friends.....
This is all self inflicted, I was granted a big opportunity, which I worked so hard for but now I have thrown it all away after working so hard....
Im not sure why im posting on here I doubt it will be therapeutic for myself.
I hope everyone on here finds happiness.