Everyday i cut myself i fell pain,happy and then regret. i can't stop it, it's can be so nice. i cut myself because of the voice inside my head. Everyday every second of my life since i was 11 there's been one voice screaming at me to kill myself. so when i cut myself it's not as loud or not as painful he does not scream so loud at me. i tried to stop but then i was so close to kill myself. my parents are scared and confused, i just started getting help now and i am scared i do want to stop but it's the hardest thing to do. i feel alone about this like i'm the only person the only crazy person with one voice in there head. i cry all the time every night. i love my parenst and how they are so nice and suppurated about all this. so to people who cut them self for attention you should stop and live happy i'm gonna try to stop and be happy but it's going to take some time.