Something happened earlier tonight. I am kind of confused about it though. The past year and a half I have been so hurt and angered by what happened when I was with my ex husband, so much pain and hatefulness he bestowed upon me and I didn't think I'd ever be able to fully forgive him for it. I am still hurt by it and I don't like the fact all those things happened when all I did was be there for him and comfort him and do everything in my power for him, despite the was he treated me a great deal of the time. Tonight I was thinking about something that had nothing to do with him and he popped into my mind, and I felt for a second peaceful. I don't feel the anger I once felt. Has anyone experienced this? (even if you haven't feel free to reply if you wish to, I always appreciate the feeling of being heard.) I wrote this about an hour ago. Allot happened in our marriage you did allot that really hurt, I tried to help but I just got burnt I went on and I tried to make it work, I pushed forward and strived, I wasn't too sure I would survive, I was so angered that I got mangled, It got worse and twisted and tangled, You showed hatefulness and caused pain, I felt so much anger and disdain, I loved you and never did I hate, I just had to fly away for my sake, For too long I wholeheartedly tried, Nearly nothing was achieved but the many tears I often cried, I in the end wanted you to be sorry, But all you gave me was Melancholy, Now and then you were kind, I think in the end that's why you were always on my mind, Time has gone by and the marriage is gone and has died, I have let it all go now I now wish you luck and say goodbye.