1:13 AM Him: whatcha been doin? Me: I have a new boyfriend. and hes amazing. Him: cool, iv got a girlfriend. Me: fun. Him: i dont know what to think of the girl im going out with Me: ..? Him: often she doesnt carry herself very respectibly. no grace. kinda rude. cocky attitude. Him: other times shes really intellegent and funny Me: Im in love with my boyfriend. I have no complaints about him, or life actually. life seems to be going pretty well.. Him: awesome Me: yes Me: first time ive actually dated someone "my type" i think. Him: hmm Him: what does your type mean? 1:20 AM Him: you're better in bed for some reason than my current girlfriend though Me: As far as looks.....blue eyes, dark hair (ive dated that before tho..), he wears eyeliner, has tattoos and a lipring, I personally would say he looks like a goth but hes more into metal or wahtever. but he doesnt look like a metal kid. ...as far as personality, hes emotional but not a pussy, he shaves everywhere and hes really nice to me but he still can be aggresive when the time calls for it, and hes just amazing. and he opens my doors, like a gentleman should for his lady. Him: ah the same guy you were talking about before Me: i dont think so Me: i think i was talking about jason last? Him: nope Me: ive been dating him for like a month and a half so far, and everyday just gets better. Him: i still like you, its kinda sad. the way you talk about that guy seems like the way i could be, except for the physical part, i dont give two shits about that. 1:25 AM Him: anyways i should sign off Me: you were a dick. Him: nah im just honest and critical Him: im not mean Me: you didnt treat me like a lady should be treated. Me: your not a gentleman Him: fuck you Me: and your an asshole Me: there is nice ways of being honest Him: i treated you the best i could Me: but you dont care about anyone I know I shouldnt have even responded to his messages, but I felt I had to. im very disturbed by some of the stuff he was saying... and the whole "i treated you the best I could"? YEA RIGHT! He was very very very emotionally abusive, and he raped me. last time I checked, people like that dont exactly get boyfriend-of-the-year awards. anyways, I just felt like I needed to tell someone about this conversation..I didnt want to talk about it with my boyfriend because it just upsets him... also the part where he said "your better in bed than my girlfriend." made me feel like throwing up, crying, and curling into a little ball in the corner of my room.