Hi, my name is Jacob I’m 15 and I wanna kill myself and here’s why. Ok so I came out to my parents That I was gay when I was 14 and they said that they would support me which they did the exact opposite of, I would be with my friends having fun like go to the mall or paint are nails ect but when I would get home they would always say “you shouldn't be doing childish things like that, your a boy not a girl.” And at times it hurt but then they would make up excuses so that I wouldn’t be able to see my own friends, (I used to have a pretty good friend group) Soon people I used to consider my very close friends stopped talking to me because of my parents. My best friend who Ive know for 6 years stopped being my friend last week because she painted my nails and my parents decided I needed money to hangout with her even when I didn’t. She said I just don’t care enough to stand up to my parent, ( I don’t because I don’t have the confidence to) I’ve tried killing myself 3 times thanks to my family who’s said they would support me. Ive Stopped eating, I’ve stopped going outside, I rarely leave my room, all I do is sleep and hope I’ll never wake up. I don’t wanna be alive anymore it’s horrible, why can’t I just die already.