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My failure

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I had my dad's 12 guage and two shells. He knew I was going to attempt because he has been reading my posts on this website. He walked in when I was loading the gun. I had even writen my suicide note. The cuts on my arms had to stitched up at the hospital. My dad has doubled my therapy sessions. I really can't believe I couldn't get it done. Feeling more suicidal then ever right now.


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You've shown more progress than a lot of people if you're willing to get help. Have you been hospitalized? I can honestly say that my trips to the mental hospital have been the best thing for me. I don't hold much with therapy anymore because my stupid therapists kept telling me ther was nothing wrong with me, that I was faking an illness to get attention. I wish you better doctors than I have had. Don't give up.
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