My Father Might Die

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by Moses, Jan 12, 2012.

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  1. Moses

    Moses Well-Known Member

    My father has either had an Aneurysm or his Melanoma is spreading, but he has bleeding in his brain. He's being operated on tomorrow morning. I know the inherent risk for surgeries and especially for brain surgery. I just feel so helpless, like there's something I should be able to do, but I just can't. I have to sit back and pretend like there's NOT a chance I won't get to talk to my dad after he goes into the operation room. I can't imagine living without him; it's inconceivable. I'm afraid for him...and for me. If my dad dies, there's a good chance I will kill myself shortly after. I think I'm going to pray tonight. I'm an atheist and I'm going to pray. If nothing else, it could do no harm. Maybe some god somewhere will help me for once.
     
  2. sihuskyzoi

    sihuskyzoi Well-Known Member

    I wish I had something inspirational to say, but I know all too well that nothing will make that fear abate until you know for sure what is happening. So - I offer you thoughts of support, strength, and courage.
     
  3. Sadeyes

    Sadeyes Staff Alumni

    I am so sorry...my thoughts and prayers are with you and your father
     
  4. Moses

    Moses Well-Known Member

    Thank you for your consideration
     
  5. IV2010

    IV2010 Well-Known Member

    sending you supportive (hugs) and best wishes for your fathers recovery
     
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