My fault.

Discussion in 'Self Harm & Substance Abuse' started by Beka, Jun 23, 2012.

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  1. Beka

    Beka Well-Known Member

    Everything is my fault.

    Went out to Maidstone with a couple friends today.
    One of my friends has been drugged through her drink. She had exactly the same as me to drink and she can handle her drink so much better than I can.
    She's falling over everywhere (even with heels off), She can't speak, she can't walk straight, she didn't even know she was home.
    I got her home and her mum gave me such a look of disgust. I'm not even welcome in their house anymore and I have to go there tomorrow and give her phone, fully charged. Her mum will just look at me with disgust and shut the door in my face..

    I was so welcome in her house and now because of this I'm not welcome at all.
    It's not my fault, yet I'm being blamed.
    I don't even deserve to have this life. I'm literally nothing.

    I can't even keep my friends safe.
  2. Witty_Sarcasm

    Witty_Sarcasm Eccentric writer, general weirdo, heedless heathen

    Your friend's mom shouldn't be mad at you, she should be disgusted with the person who drugged her daughter's drink. This isn't your fault and you aren't a bad friend or a bad person...sometimes things are beyond your control. Maybe her mom just needs some time to cool down and think things over and then you can see your friend again.
  3. Beka

    Beka Well-Known Member

    But I was responsible for her.
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