My Final Post

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by readytoctb, Jan 29, 2010.

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  1. readytoctb

    readytoctb Account Closed

    Short of a miracle, this will be my final post. I have less than 6 hours left. I would like to thank those that have supported me these past few weeks. I would especially like to thank DS, Jxdama and Molotov for all the time they have spent with me. I wish things could have been different and we could have met under other circumstances, you are wonderful friends. I will miss you all and ask that you please remember me fondly.
  2. Anni

    Anni Well-Known Member

  3. molotov

    molotov Well-Known Member

    i will just have to keep praying and praying and praying and praying and praying for a miracle then, won't i
  4. DS

    DS Account Closed


    How do any of us respond to this?

    You have found your way into our hearts. This world can't afford to lose kindhearted decent folks like you. There are simply too few as it is and this is a tragic loss. None of this should ever have happened. It's so wrong, and what has happened TO you, is about as tragic a story there ever was. There were so many failures but they were not yours. It has broken our hearts knowing you are there alone in your pain. It's not right.

    You know how we all feel about this. You know if we can do anything we will, simply ask. If you want to bail out and find another way, we will all do whatever we can to help.


    I plead with you to please reconsider

    Hugs to you, my friend.

  5. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    please, please please change your mind. lets meet for lunch. this is very hard to take, my good friend. please just walk away from this tonight.
  6. cloudy

    cloudy Well-Known Member

    i wish you would change your mind. :(
  7. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    Time to think of your friends here and what devastation you will be causing them. They are here for you grab a hand and hold on okay lots of people care
  8. DS

    DS Account Closed

    please come back...
  9. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    alot of me died with you tonight. godspeed my friend
  10. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    Really hope you're okay...!
  11. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    im pretty sure he isnt ok
  12. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    I just meant that I hope, somehow, he's still alive.
  13. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    i understand. i am just devastated
  14. WildCherry

    WildCherry ADMIN

    I know. :hug: And I know there's nothing I can say or do... but here if you need anything.
  15. Bambi

    Bambi Well-Known Member

    I am here too...READY if you are reading this please hang in there...I don't know what is going on but it can be fixed. If you need to get away come stay with me in my little cottage, rent free, board free and this little country farm! You can recharge and do what you need for as long as you need. I am stranger to you to be sure but we are kindred spirits in many ways and you have nothing to lose...I will come get you or pay for you to get here....think I am fucking around? this is your life and nothing will stop me to help you if I can..
    I don't know you and the posts regarding you tonight have me in tears. I never replied to your posts it seemed as if others did and you were getting love and support and did not need me..maybe you don't need me but I am here.

    I took a 10 days break from all of life once and woke up in a teepee with dreadlocks up in the mountains...some times you just got a say fuck it and get your head together.

    Hope you are still with us..
  16. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    please god, give ready back to us. take me instead.
  17. orangejulius

    orangejulius Well-Known Member

    I'm sorry I didn't do enough ready. I hope you decide to stay. That we aren't leaving you is evidence that we care about you.

    Please stay
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  18. Littlewiji

    Littlewiji Well-Known Member

    He was last online 4 hours after this topic was made.

    I pray for you bud.
  19. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    please god deliver us a miracle
  20. jxdama

    jxdama Staff Member Safety & Support

    it never gets easier. god bless you, joel.
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