I thought about posting this for a while, but I wasn't sure. I'd contemplated for ages and all my plans went out of the window. I wrote up a brief message in a sheet of A4, left it on the table and went upstairs, ran myself a bath perfectly ready to try and drown myself. <Mod Edit:Inmemoryofyou:Methods> This was on the 19th of March, same day my ex's best friend killed himself last year. For some, probably sick and twisted reason, I wanted it to be the same day. I want so badly to make something of myself, but it feels too late. Things aren't enjoyable anymore and I'm more inclined to get frustrated over things I probably wouldn't before. I'm trying very hard to ignore my feelings and act normal but it's getting harder and harder for me to do so. But if I don't have the internet and all the sites that used to bring me happiness, then what do I have? Apologies everyone.