my friend ellie

its been about 3 months since my friend commited suicide i havent told any of my friends at school because im ment to be 'happy charlotte'. its been realy playing on my mind. i was there when she did it she jumped of a cliff into the sea and drowned. we were just walking along the edge onthe way to meet our other friend simon then all of a sudden she shouted goodbye and jumped straight off. i just stood there in total shock i couldnt move then some people who were having a picnic ran over and someone pulled me away from the edge and comforted me. it was to late for the rescue service to save her.
i knew she was suicidal me her and simon talked about suicide alot but i never expected her to do it so suddenly since then both me and simon have been planing our suicides but im not sure if ill actualy do it

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