my friend ellie

Discussion in 'Loved and Lost' started by deathdomepart, Aug 20, 2006.

  1. deathdomepart

    deathdomepart Active Member

    its been about 3 months since my friend commited suicide i havent told any of my friends at school because im ment to be 'happy charlotte'. its been realy playing on my mind. i was there when she did it she jumped of a cliff into the sea and drowned. we were just walking along the edge onthe way to meet our other friend simon then all of a sudden she shouted goodbye and jumped straight off. i just stood there in total shock i couldnt move then some people who were having a picnic ran over and someone pulled me away from the edge and comforted me. it was to late for the rescue service to save her.
    i knew she was suicidal me her and simon talked about suicide alot but i never expected her to do it so suddenly since then both me and simon have been planing our suicides but im not sure if ill actualy do it
     
  2. Lou

    Lou Well-Known Member

    Bless you :( That must have been terrible for you.

    I'm here if you ever want to talk.

    {{{hugs}}} to you x