This boy.. This stupid boy.. He ruined my life. But of course, I still care about him. We're both depressed. He, even more so than myself. He wants to kill himself again.. But.. I don't know how to talk him out of it anymore.. He's a dick to me. A complete jerk to my friends... I don't want him to commit suicide, but how do I tell the person I hate that his life is worth it... This is terrible.. But sometimes, I wish that he would just kill himself.. He's been bringing me down for 2 years.. He's the reason I ever cut.. I ever xxxx.. I ever did anything.. I was happy before him.. Do I just.. Let him do it..?