I recently found a friend who I thought wasn't around any more.. I talked to this friend and told her I would never let her down or hurt her. I wanted to get to know her better as a friend.. She contacted me the other night and wanted to talk.. I had a very buisey day helping others..And at the end of the day this friend reached out to me and I wasn't prepared for what came..I feel that I pushed her away and that now she doesn't trust me anymore.. I am really down on myself because of this and want to make things right, but I feel I am loosing the battle with my feelings.. I would no way in hell hurt anyone intentionally..It's not in my nature..I can't help feeling I let her down and that now she doesn't trust me anymore. This really pains me because I care about her very much.. I just don't know what to do to make this all work itself out..I have no friends in real life so all the friends I have here mean so much to me..I cherish those friendships with all my heart..If she should read this all I want to say is I am Truly sorry for failing you!!!