I am so angry with God. He keeps taking my friends. Three years ago, a good friend of mine passed away from breast cancer in her early 40's. Two years ago, another one of my super close friends died suddenly and dramatically from Valley Fever at age 30, and a month ago, a friend of mine died from breast cancer just two weeks after delivering her son at age 37. Why can't God take me instead? They all wanted desperately to live and I want desperately to die...it's so unfair!