Right, quick question. Just recently, none of my so called friends actually seem to bother with me, they all seem to have firmly disappeared up their own collective arses. For example, my friends at work, few of them speak to me in passing except for the obligatory "morning" and "bye". One girl I was very close to has got a new job, yet insists on making a point of standing in my way most mornings and saying "dont speak to me today, I'm going to be really busy". Another took a job I was applying for sneakily, the others just seem to blank me or only speak to me when they need something doing. My friends in my hobby, Warhammer (toy soldiers if it really matters) only bother with me when they actually want things like spare bits or me to paint something. None of them actually seem to have time just to hang out or go for something to eat or do something fun. When I suggest this, I never get anywhere. My friends where I live. Well I dont have any, I'm pretty much a shut in. So I dunno. My mum says its all my fault and that I naturally drive people away because my personality is horrible. Personally, I think theres something fundamentally wrong with me on a genetic level people can't get past. My question is, what the fuck is going on and how do I stop it? Am I that ugly and disgusting no one even wants to be near me?