This happened a long time ago, but I still feel the pain sometimes. It bothers me that I'm still bothered by it. I'm afraid that I'll never get over her. It all started when I left for graduate school. I could only see her once a week due to the distance and my work schedule. Meanwhile, her co-worker began flirting with her. He knew she was with me. She decided she didn't love me anymore and left me for him. Now she loves him, more than she ever loved me. I know this because she told me. It is devastating. I'm so angry and depressed. I want to lash out at the world and break as many hearts as possible. But deep inside I don't want to hurt anyone. I can't do it. I just need someone to listen to me without judgment. I don't want to hate her, but I cannot bear knowing her. I feel like everyone in the world is just bent on hurting each other. I don't want to become that, but sometimes I feel like giving in.