I can't stop thinking about her, she is the most beautiful girl in the world and she won't get out of my head. I haven't talked to her in over a month and when we were together I couldn't picture myself with anyone else. She is everything I could ever want. Sometimes I find myself having conversations alone as if she was in the room. I fantasize about what I would say to her if I got the chance, I even practice out loud. I am such a good guy and she should be with me. I wouldn't ever hurt her because I know the pain of being hurt. I want the chance to tell her that, but I won't ever get it because I am me. I don't think I am good enough for her, but I don't think I am good enough for anybody. I just wish she wanted me so I could prove to her what a good boyfriend I would be. I just wish she would call me so I could so her how much I really care about her. People say they would die for something they love, but that's too easy for me. I would live for her.