I wanted to say thank you to those who wrote me and gave their support. After so much pain, and not able to get any help at all, this is my goodbye. I will lay down today, close my eyes and know that I'll finally see my dad on the other side. I miss him so dearly. I know it will be painless, and no more pain or suffering for me. I hope to see those whom have passed before me, people who loved me. Thank you to everyone. The pain of this world is just to much to handle. I've tried for so long to keep going on, but I just can't any more - I'm tired. I haven't eaten for four days now, I have just given up hope for myself because the pain is unbearable. Thank you, and Goodbye.