I recently have taken my hands for granted. Everyone says I need them to play chess as well as be on here. But recently my voices have made it apparent that I really don't need them. That I can just do away with them, and life would be fine. And so I am confused because the voices are telling me one thing, and everyone else is telling me another. I've seen myself cutting my hands off in a waking dream. Is that what I am supposed to do? Am I really ready to lose my hands?