My world has come crashing down at my feet this week! I really don't know what the hell i am doing?!?!? I am a single mum with Four cracking kids, 20, 18, 16 and 10, had no trouble with them... till now... not an asbo in sight! lol! Last weekend i had my heart broken. On monday my 16 year old son took speed and passed out at school and the next day my 18 year old son, who has cerebral palsey, the mind of a 7/8 year old gets arrested at school for illegidly raping his best friend!!! I have bad depression and anxiety, last April i died 3 times when i overdosed; i am so so scared that i can't do this, that i am going to get that low again! i can't fall apart... my kids need me but this is killing me! I am so confused and... i dunno its such a mess!!!! ADVICE GLADLY ACCEPTED!!!!!!