Hey everyone, I'm not diagnosed as depressed i have my ups and downs, but i'd say i have a certain level of it. It's not like me to have suicidal thoughts and i didn't have any until last night. I went out for St Patrick's day and got blind drunk and hooked up with a girl. I have problems with my sexuality and so the next day i was quite frustrated with myself, also i only got 3 hours sleep so i was exhausted and i was hungover. So about half 10 that night, i couldn't sleep and i was lying in bed and my body obviously didn't know what to do with itself so for some reason it started thinking about suicide. This scared the shit out of me. I managed to get to sleep but i'm still super worried and i feel like i'm prone to them thoughts again and i'm not feeling great at all. What should i do? Thanks for helping.