Today as I work on collecting my thoughts for a passionately felt final letter Im going to clean up and out my place. I do my best thinking as I clean. Theres no one here in rl to talk to anymore. Even if there was they wouldnt listen anyways. People only hear what they want to. If they think its so hard to listen maybe they should try livin it. Im tired of askin for help! Im doin what I can even if its out of my comfort zone yet reasonable. Why must I be the one whos always doin the reaching and asking? I anticipate no more than 3 days to get things in order-then Im DONE!!!