Hi. I'm 20 weeks pregnant. Off my meds since August. I struggle with depression daily. Today is exceptionally upsetting. I hate my life. No one loves me. No one thinks I'm important. I don't know how to go on. I just want to feel special. This should be the most exciting time in my life. I feel so selfish. I don't want to hurt my baby, but I think about a longer term plan scheduled after delivery. I know my son would be well taken care of. He is already loved more than me.