My husband took his life a little over a month ago. I was in the shower and found him in the garage. I am 5 months pregnant with our second child and it has not gotten any easier. Anytime I think it is starting to I fall apart again and I'm tired of being in this much pain. All it took was 20 minutes to shower and get ready. All it took was turning that corner. I tried to save him.. but had to take him off life support that night. He died 4 times in front of me. I can't live with this anymore.