hi all, new member here, i decided to join as am a bit lost , monday night my husband disapered out saying he was going to kill himself, he left the house with xxxx,. i called the police but they couldnt find hinm, he was found the next morning by a member of public. he is alive. yesterday was so hard, he blocked me from knowing any information about him then the pshyciatrist rang me and said she wanted me to go which i did. then an hour afte i get home they ring to say hes being relised from hospital and is going to a b and b.. this was a guy that was sat still saying that he wanted to die??? they had asked if i was ok with him coming home. no i said to be honest im not. im really struggling to deal with happened. and i can not cope with the way he is. i also had to go and retrive my car, the xxxxx. i could of lived with out that. then at 9pm i get a call from the crisis team as they can not contact him and do i know where he is?? no nobody will tell me, and surely as the crisis team you should know where he is. so i wake up this morning, and i dont know if my husband is dead or alive., theres no point in trying to call the crisis team as they wont tell me. what the hell am i ment to do???