I am really pained that you have to try to you suicide is this the first time. I hope that you will start again made Ca never again so badly. Yes you must learn how to love you because only the love cures all. If you take a little child in your arms and that it feels the love which you have for him it comforts itself very quickly. You if you were close to me I would take you in my arms. Find somebody which can take to you in its arms and which can say to you I LOVE YOU