My lawyer, Robert Mark Broudie, sadly killed himself a couple of weeks ago, and i can't stop thinking about how he was feeling. His brother is Ian Broudie, the lead singer of the Lightning Seeds. I was having a chat with one of his company partners today and she said they'd tried everything to help, and nothing worked. What if this happens to me? I already feel like nothing's going to work anyways. When i got arrested last week, the police were taking the piss out of me saying he'd killed himself because he got my case notes on his desk and couldn't cope with it all. I have one thing to say to them: HE WAS A BRAVER PERSON THAN YOU'LL EVER FUCKING BE.