this time last year i felt exactly the same as i do now, this wave of depression has come back into my life. recently i found out that my boyfriend has been telling people that we had broken up and is already seeing a new girl. my ex before him did the same exact thing last year. i truly thought that he was different and wouldn't do that, i gave him all of my trust and myself. now that he broke that, after he promised me that things would never go that way, i feel like a complete fool. i have had issues with depression for years, and with all that is going on right now my thoughts of suicide have grown. it scares me that i even think of actually going through with it, and i am afraid to ask for counselling because i know my parents will act like i am a completely different person, not their daughter. i know i shouldn't get this way over a boy, but he made me feel like i was wanted. i'm not sure what i should do anymore, thanks for reading my vent.