I haven't come here in over a year, but here I am again, and my life has just gotten worse. In the last year I have attempted suicide 34 times, been admitted to the ER 66 times. Now I am facing criminal charges due to my suicidal behavior. I have to go to court on August 11th and I could face time in jail. I have no idea what Im going to do, I just want to die and be done with it.