They said "Hold on, you will get better, things will get easier", 12 years later things are WORSE! They lied to me, because that is what they do, they lie, because they wanted to stop me from killing myself, because it was their job, or civil duty, because suicide is a "bad" thing that must be stopped at all coast, because if i commit suicide, others will suffer. Well fuck you all, i went through hell for 12 years, and im still there! also fuck you because you preferred that i will suffer instead of those "others" (that will be in pain because of my death) fuck you for lying to me fuck you giving up on me fuck you for abandoning me where are all those "good people" who told me those lies so many years ago? they dont even remember me, they got other patients to fill their minds with empty lies, that what they got paid for to do.