My best friend hates me and is hiding it. My boyfriend doesn't know how to handle his own emotions and I take the fall out. My mum used to be close but I fucked it all up because I felt like she was controlling me.
I haven't spoken to my dad since fathers day and I only found him last year after not seeing him for 15 years.
The only good part of my life is my son but I don't want him to see me cry so I hide everything. I smile and laugh and pretend that I have it all together and people praise me and I feel so guilty all the time.
Thanks for reading my brain overflow.
I haven't spoken to my dad since fathers day and I only found him last year after not seeing him for 15 years.
The only good part of my life is my son but I don't want him to see me cry so I hide everything. I smile and laugh and pretend that I have it all together and people praise me and I feel so guilty all the time.
Thanks for reading my brain overflow.