My life is now wasted. i was cut off from everyone and yet i think that even this thread will be blocked as well. i cant do anything right and am in so much pain. i am sorry i was abusive, according to that other thread i was. i thought it was done because i posted suicide letters, now i hear it was because i was abusive. im not worth it and i am diffently not loved or cared for. so everyone just forget me.. i am a memory as of today. and again i am sorry..