Hello, sorry if I don't introduce myself much. Just wanted to talk to someone, because I'm in a very bad mood. I used to live with my girlfriend, then all of a sudden she packed and left and now won't see me or talk to me. She says I've been bad to her and when we fought I sometimes hurt her, but I swear I didn't want to, I would never hurt her or anybody... She was my whole life and I cannot live without her, of that I'm sure. It's been more than a week since she left, I haven't eaten much in these days, I haven't cooked and haven't gone to the supermarket since so I have nothing in the house. I've been sleeping on the sofa because I cannot even look at our bed without thinking about her. The sofa is very uncomfortable and all of my bones ache. I've been sleeping 2-3 hours per night. I haven't touched anything in the house, dust and dirt are starting to be visible, but I cannot touch her things which are still here. I've been spending most of my days crying, I haven't been going to work. I live alone in a different city than my family. I have no one to talk to. I can't take it any more. I'm considering suicide very seriously.... what should I do?