My teeth are acting up. My car is breaking down. My job is nearing it's end. I will soon probably be fired. My daughter is dating a gang banger. Fricking natural gass bill is 300.00 Cell phone is 400.00 I can't afford to make my chapter 13 bankrupcty trustee payments anymore. Tell me why I shouldnt drink myself silly and then go somewhere and just do it? This crap has to end.