This week I have to tell my life story.at my bible study group. I don't want to talk about suicide but it's been such a large part of my life in the past years most of my actions won't be explained without delving into the depression and suicidal thoughts. Don't know what to do. Thinking about causes me to cry. And I can't get out of it. And I don't want them to feel pity for me. And I have a half hour to talk about my life and what happened. I know I will have to talk about the divorce. But do I talk about being so suicidal that I went into the hospital? That I ratted on someone who I thought was going to suicide and what I was doing on the (other support) suicide forum? That the thoughts keep oppressing me and that the reason I don't have anything to talk about is that I'm so depressed most of the time that I don't have any hobbies anymore? That my marriage went downhill because of my depression and my ex didn't know how to deal with it? I would appreciate any advice.