Hello. I have tried other sites before this, but they made me feel like I was mental and that I needed to be locked up in a mental hospital. My story begins when I was 3 years of age. That was when my father molested me. When I was 4 years old I was intro duced to drugs and alcohol by my father. At the age of 10, my father left, only to return when I was 14 years old after my step-dad passed away. And he acted like nothing I have already attempted to kill myself 5 times. My mother does not know about these things. I am 16 now.