My life!

Discussion in 'Welcome' started by Sophaloph, Nov 1, 2014.

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  1. Sophaloph

    Sophaloph Member

    I've been thinking about suicide for years and have made several attempts. I don't know why I have never liked myself or looked after myself or cared about things. I have ruined my body with food-drugs-alcohol and wish I could start again on a clean slate. The only reason I am alive is cos I love my sister and wouldn't want to disrupt her life by dying but that is still no reason to carry on and we are not even that close cos I'm so distant from everyone at the moment! All I wana do is eat but I hate putting on weight and being fat and ashamed. Anti depressants aren't working and I don't know what to do to change or feel better. I am also seeing a councillor.
    Thanks for listening xx
     
  2. Unknown_111

    Unknown_111 Forum Buddy Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Welcome to the forum. You can change but in little steps. I would change the food to healthy options in small amounts and start to focus on yourself by setting small achievable goals. You have a purpose to live and that is YOUR SISTER. You can do it and keep posting here for support you deserve.
     
  3. Sophaloph

    Sophaloph Member

    Thank you. I will try x
     
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