All I do is go to school and get picked on by my so called "friends", come home, sit on my butt for hours on end watching t.v and trying to think of a funny suicide method. I have no friends outsde of school, ive only ever had one girlfriend but only went out for 1 week. Never had a first kiss or even a hug. No money and cant even get a part time job. I lift weights but i still look fat an i have spots so no girl will ever like me. My room is a tip because I dont even have the will power to get up in the morning so why would i clean it? My only real talent is graphic design but when I tell people that they just laugh at me (Including my mother) My whole family hates me and sees me as a burden. Anyway sorry to bitch about my life but there it is.